Johnny
Dont shut us all out like this.
We are all trying so hard to tell you that we care and are here for you.
There is nothing much worse than feeling so alone. When you say that those of us with families cannot understand, you are wrong. You do not understand that for some of us , life hasn't flowed as smoothly as you think.
Personally, in the past, I have been through incredible loneliness and feelings of hopelesnes. I had a period in my life that I could not describe here, nor do I ever talk about it with anyone now.
The point is though that I have come through that and you will too. You cannot just give up - you have to allways keep hoping that things will improve - they will.
As far as the pain goes - we all have to live with that as best we can - that is not a reason to give up.Imagine how terminally ill people feel - in comparison -man, this is nothing !
I'm not very good at these pep talk things but I really get upset when I find that someone feels as bad as you do right now and I just want you to know that we care and that things will change - things allways change.
We Love you Johnny
Keep it together for us ok ?
Maggie
