well lets see how we can maybe get you painindaas to smile !!!
some days it is very difficult to want to go on, but you must realize that you are here for a reason , you may have touched someones life somehow maybe just a random smile to a stranger as they pass you by on the street!
i am sure your mom is so very grateful for you ,,,MOMS ROCK!
if you are religious at all , kneel down and talk to the Lord, he is waiting for you his son to ask for his help, and ask for courage to face each day and to find the beauty and joy in your life! i also have been quite down recently if it would help i could share my hardships and then you would feel like you are not alone so much???? but then everyone here could do the same!! i try to stay positive so i don't get consumed in bad thoughts about things pain/etc, i always try to think of someone else who has it worse than i ! I have a home over my head and food in my belly and mostly in this sometimes ugly world i like to see the beauty! this is all easier said than done, but just know that you will be ok!
hope i didn't "preach" to much or ramble to much, i hate to see any one hurt inside!
be good/share a smile and mostly NEVERGIVEUP!
cheryl
share a smile!